Awareness

I have all of a sudden become very aware of myself. I hate that feeling quite frankly the statements are true... ignorance is bliss. I was fine thinking that everyone else in my life was the sole source of my problems. Now I am being able to cycle through my life and see all of my contributions to my own heartache. To all of you who i have blaimed... know that i am sorry. The introspection is killing me but... more likely that not, it was not just you.